I am dedicated to helping gay and queer men experience physical and emotional healing by stepping into the fullest expressions of themselves.

 
 

Born and raised a California boy, I grew up as the youngest of three siblings and carried within me a wide-eyed wonder about the world. Being in nature always made me come alive, and since I was a child, I’ve felt most connected to myself under the expanse of the open sky.

My childhood was rich in positive experiences that instilled healthy values: boy scouts, lifeguarding, participation in a strong community of faith, and recognition as a young community service leader. Unfortunately, these activities and recognitions didn't speak to the pain of loneliness I felt as a gay boy growing up in a world that didn't feel made for me.

Growing into adulthood, at last, I moved from central California to San Francisco. Finally, a place where I could be seen and appreciated for parts of who I am that were never discussed in the suburbs!

It was exhilarating and healing to be in an accepting environment until some of my new life's exciting parts spun out of control into unhealthy behaviors. It was at rock bottom that I truly began my healing, and, in the frailty and strength of that place, I awakened to my potential. To start me on my path back to wholeness, I had to learn to reconcile the pieces of my life that were left unhealed.

Since then, I have trained with some of the world's most respected teachers in the healing arts. I'm excited to bring these disciplines to help you peel back the protective layers to allow your authentic, embodied self to re-emerge.

If you choose to work with me, I look forward to helping you become your most connected, grounded, resilient self.

In Love & Gratitude,

Sam 💙

Vision

Queer men operating in wholeness will lead the rest of humanity into harmony with one another and all living things.

 

Mission

Inviting gay and queer men into personal healing by overcoming trauma, securing relationships, releasing self-limiting beliefs, and learning to communicate powerfully.

 

Values

  • Safe Space - It’s okay to let my guard down here, to be seen just as I am right now.

  • Authenticity - The “me” underneath is the most powerful version of myself, and I will put in the work to nurture this self.

  • Self-Trust - The tools for reaching my highest self are within me, and I trust myself to uncover them and put them to use.

  • Healing Touch - Human touch is powerful, and I will use honor and intention to connect with myself and others.

  • Integrity - My words and actions are aligned.

  • Playfulness - Curious play is the birthplace of creativity and healing.

Certifications

 
  • Graduate of The Hakomi Method Comprehensive Training
    Level 1 & 2

  • Esalen® Massage Teacher

  • Certified Esalen® Massage Therapist 

  • Certified Massage Therapist - CAMTC #77681

  • 200 Hour - Certified Yoga Instructor YTTP

  • 50 Hour -  LoveYourBrain
    Yoga Certified

 

Trainings

 

Esalen Institute

Esalen® Massage Teacher Training, Oct. 2018 - Dec. 2019, Big Sur, CA

Hakomi Institute California

The Hakomi Method Comprehensive Training 1 & 2, Mar. 2017 - Dec. 2019, Berkeley, CA

Esalen Institute

Deep Bodywork® Shoulder & Carpal Tunnel Syndrome, Dec. 2017, Big Sur, CA

Kripalu

50 Hour LYB Teacher Training, Aug. 2017 , Stockbridge, MA

 

McKinnon Institute

Thai Massage / Acupressure / Shiatsu, Jan. 2017- Dec. 2017, Oakland, CA

Esalen Institute

Work Study - Deep Bodywork®, Oct. 2016, Big Sur, CA

Yoga to The People

200 Hour Vinyasa Teacher Training, Feb. 2016 - Apr. 2016, San Francisco, CA

Esalen Institute

100 Hour Esalen® Massage Certification, Nov. 2015, Big Sur, CA

 
 

Pacific School of Massage

85 Hour Transformational Bodywork, Aug. 2013 & Oct. 2015, Gualala, CA

Therapeutic Learning Center

200 Hour Swedish Massage Certification, Feb. 2007 - Apr. 2007, Fresno, CA

 
 
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Those who have a ‘why’ to live, can bear with almost any ‘how’.

-Friedrich Nietzsche